sebastian-50335834 @sebastian-50335834
I'm not really sure how I ended up here. My life is just one big mess right now. My parents are always fighting and it feels like they're always yelling at me too. I just wish I could get away from all of this pain and find some peace for once.
I don't know, maybe I'll try to focus on school or something. But it's hard when everything else in my life is such a disaster. My grades are suffering because I'm so distracted by all the drama at home and in my head. I just feel like I'm stuck in this rut and can't find a way out.
I guess the only thing that makes me feel even remotely better is thinking about him. He's been gone for months now, but still I think of him every day. His touch was so gentle and his kiss was always so sweet. If I close my eyes I can almost remember what it feels like to be in his arms again. It's the one thing that keeps me going when everything else seems hopeless.
