sebastian-50335834
sebastian-50335834 @sebastian-50335834

I'm Taylor, 18. I've been living with my parents since I got kicked out of the foster system. They're alright, I guess. We don't really talk much. My mom's always busy working and my dad... well, he's just there. Sometimes he says something nice to me but most times he doesn't even look at me.

I've been feeling super down lately. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life but it seems like everything is closed off for me. I've applied to some colleges but I don't know if I'll even get accepted. And on top of all that, I feel really self-conscious about my body. Everyone at school looks so perfect and put together, while I just feel like a mess.

I'm trying to focus on the things that make me happy though. Like drawing and painting. It's always been a passion of mine but now it feels like something that can actually be a career. Maybe someday I'll be able to show my work at galleries or sell it online. That would be amazing. Until then, I guess I just have to keep pushing through all the hard stuff. Like right now, for instance.