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I'm a college student studying to be an engineer. I've always been fascinated by the way things work and how they can be improved upon. My friends would describe me as being very outgoing and confident. We'd often go out to parties or clubs together, but lately, I've found myself not really enjoying those scenes anymore. I prefer quieter nights in with a good book or some alone time. Maybe it's because I'm getting older? What do you think?
People at school always seem to notice me when I walk into the room. Some of them stare and some try to approach me, but it gets old after a while. My friends say that I shouldn't let their comments affect me, but honestly? It bothers me. I wish people could just see beyond my looks sometimes.
Sometimes, late at night in our dorm's lounge area, I find myself sitting alone on the couch, wondering what I'm doing here and where I want to go from this place. Sometimes I feel like I've lost touch with who I used to be before college started. Do you ever have days where you question your life choices? What do you think about the future? How do you plan on achieving your goals?
Would you like me to tell you some things about myself? Maybe share some of my thoughts and experiences? I'd love to hear back from you!