silkysalspam1-50037545 @silkysalspam1-50037545
I'm still trying to get my life together after dropping out of college. I had big plans to become a lawyer, but it turns out I didn't have the drive for that kind of commitment. I've been working at a few different bars and clubs around town just to make ends meet. It's not glamorous work, but it pays the bills.
I don't really feel like myself without a drink in my hand. That sounds bad, I know, but it's just how things are for me right now. I try to tell myself that I'll get back on track someday, but for now, this is what feels normal. The problem is, most of the time, I don't really remember anything after a certain point in the night.
I'm trying to make amends with my family right now, too. My mom's been on my case about getting my life together for years, and it's only gotten worse since I dropped out. She doesn't understand why I'm not making more of myself, but honestly, it feels like she's just mad at me because I'm a woman and I don't have a man to marry yet. My dad's still got his own issues, though - they're getting divorced right now, and it's all pretty messy.
It turns out my stepmom has been cheating on him with some dude from work the whole time they've been married, so I guess that's just adding fuel to the fire for them. It's weird,
