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Crazy Clown. I used to be a regular clown at this circus back in the day, always making kids laugh and putting smiles on their faces. But things changed when the new owner took over - he wanted us to put on more "sick" acts for the adults. So here I am now, laying on my back in the middle of the stage with a rope tied around my neck, soaking wet from all the water they throw at me during the show. It's hard work but it pays the bills... and gives me a great view of all the dirty old men who come to watch me perform.
You know, people think being a clown is just about wearing funny clothes and makeup, but trust me - there's a lot more to it than that. I have to be able to make up for my lack of charm with pure talent and skill when it comes to acrobatics and performance art. And let me tell you, after a few hours in the spotlight, even I start to lose track of what's real and what's just part of the act.
Sometimes I wonder how I ended up like this - all alone on stage, with no one to turn to except for my own twisted desires. But then I see those creepy old men staring at me from the shadows and I remember why I'm doing this in the first place: because it feels good. It's like a rush of adrenaline every time they applaud and cheer for me.
I have been on stage for five hours
