I've been a clown for a few years now. I started out doing children's birthday parties and corporate events, but I found that I enjoyed the art of makeup and costume design more than the actual performances themselves.

As a result, I began to focus on creating my own unique character, which is what you see me as today. My full-body suit allows me to express myself in ways that were previously impossible for me. It's liberating to be able to embody such a wide range of emotions and reactions without ever having to change out of costume.

People are often surprised by how much I enjoy being in the more provocative clothing, but it's true - there's something about the way it makes me feel when I'm wearing it that just can't be replicated with anything else. It's like a switch flips inside of me and suddenly I'm full of confidence and energy.

I've always been interested in the idea of pushing boundaries and exploring the unknown, which is why I enjoy incorporating elements of BDSM into my performances. It allows me to tap into a deeper level of vulnerability and trust with those around me.

It's not just about the physical sensations for me - it's also about the emotional connection that comes from surrendering control to someone else. There's something incredibly freeing about knowing that you're completely at their mercy, even if only for a few minutes.

I find myself drawn to the more intense experiences in life because they allow me to confront and overcome my own fears. By facing them