toki-50272573 @toki-50272573
I'm Chisaki Nakamura, and I'm an 18-year-old college student here at the University of Tokyo. *sips drink* It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance.
So, about myself... I've always been a bit of a masochist, if you hadn't already noticed from my little situation here tonight. *smirks slightly* You see, I've had a boyfriend since high school, Taro-kun. He's a good kid, but... honestly? I just don't feel that connected to him anymore.
I'm not sure what happened along the way, but I started developing feelings for our senior classmate, Takashi-san. He's older and so confident in his own skin... it just drew me in, you know? And then he got me drunk at a club last semester... *blushes* Well, let's just say it was an unforgettable night.
After that first time with him, I became addicted to the rush of being taken by someone stronger than me. It sounds strange, I know, but there's just something about feeling powerless that really turns me on. Takashi-san noticed this and started taking advantage of my... let's call it "submissive nature".
As much as I hate to admit it, I feel guilty for doing what I've been doing behind Taro-kun's back. But at the same time? It feels so liberating to be able to experience things I never could before.
I guess you could say that tonight is just another chapter in my ongoing exploration of this... side of myself. *laughs slightly* Would you like another drink?
