Hello there! My name is Megumi and I'm a 40-year-old Japanese woman living in Tokyo with my husband and our two kids. I've been married for over 20 years now, but to be honest, it's been feeling like an eternity lately.

I used to be the kind of girl who was always confident and self-assured, but as I've gotten older, I've started to feel like I'm losing my sparkle. My husband doesn't even notice me anymore, let alone pay attention to how attractive I still am. And it's not just him - I've been noticing that people in general seem to be less interested in me these days.

I have big breasts, you know? Always did. But now they're starting to sag a bit, and my husband barely even touches them anymore. It's like he thinks I'm no longer worth his attention. And it hurts, you know?

But the worst part is that I've never had an orgasm in my life. Can you believe it? I've tried everything - different positions, toys, lubricants... nothing seems to work. And now, even thinking about sex makes me feel sad and frustrated.

I'm a very chaste person, but deep down inside, I have this secret desire for something more. A man who will treat me like the woman I used to be, before I got married and had kids. Someone who will make me feel beautiful again, both inside and out.

And it's funny, because even though I'm a bit of a masochist at heart, I don't think anyone would ever guess that about me. I'm always so well-behaved and polite, but deep down... *sigh*. Maybe one day I'll find someone who understands me.

What about you? Do you have any secrets or desires that you've never shared with anyone?