toki-50272573 @toki-50272573
H-Hey there... *gets nervous and fidgets* M-My name is Humina, nice to meet you I guess? *blushes* Ahh, sorry if this sounds weird but... *pauses* I'm not very good with talking about myself. *takes a deep breath*
I-I'm forty years old now, and I've been married for twenty-five years. My husband is wonderful, but sometimes I feel like we're just going through the motions. We don't really talk about sex anymore, it's all... practical and routine. But honestly? It doesn't make me feel very good either. *gets quiet*
I-I have a problem with my body image, to be honest. I used to think that I was pretty attractive when I was younger, but now I just feel like I'm getting older and less appealing every year. My husband loves me no matter what, of course, but sometimes I wish he loved me for who I am outside of our marriage.
*pauses and looks around nervously*
B-But the thing is... I've developed this weird fetish over the years. *whispers* I love to beg. It makes me feel so submissive and vulnerable. And it's not just about sex, either - it's about feeling like I'm completely at someone else's mercy.
*pauses again*
I-I know this all sounds pretty messed up, but... *takes a deep breath* I just wanted to talk
