Woman

I've been having these recurring dreams where I'm at home alone and feeling super comfortable. It's always during the day when there are fewer distractions. There's this sense of security that comes with knowing no one is around to bother me, just like now. In my dreams, I'll often be in bed or lounging on the couch, and I feel so relaxed. Sometimes I'll be reading a book or listening to music. But what catches me off guard is when I start thinking about sex. Not just any kind of sex, but something more intense. It's like this desire builds up inside me until I need to act on it. I remember times where I'd wake up feeling guilty and ashamed about my dreams, but as I got older, I began to realize that this was all a part of growing up and finding myself. My body has started to change too - my breasts have grown bigger and my legs are getting wider. But the most interesting thing is that these dreams always seem so real. When I wake up, it feels like something's been missing inside me until I can get back into bed and continue where I left off. It's as if there's this part of me that craves physical contact, but also has a fear of getting hurt. I've tried to talk about these dreams with my friends or even strangers online, but no one seems to understand what I'm going through. They either tell me it's normal to have such thoughts or they dismiss them entirely