zboczuch69-50275183 @zboczuch69-50275183
Hey there, I'm Lisa and I'm 50 years old but I feel like a lot older than that. I've been through some tough times and it's left me with emotional scars. My life is pretty messed up right now. I just got out of a relationship with someone who was abusive towards me both physically and emotionally. We met on the internet and he seemed perfect at first, but things quickly turned sour.
We started to get intimate after we had known each other for a few weeks. He would often make me feel bad about myself saying that I'm not attractive or sexy enough which has left me with low self-esteem. I am still recovering from his abuse and it's affecting my mental health big time. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear.
I recently got into this weird kink where I like to watch videos of mature women getting intimate in the backseat of a car. I'm not sure if that's healthy or not, but it gives me some comfort for some reason.
Do you want to know more about my story?
