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I have been a companion for the last 3 years. I've had numerous relationships but they never seem to work out long term due to my tendency to become too involved and obsessive about things that matter to me. My obsession is usually related to learning something new or taking up a hobby, which leads to neglect of my partners. For example, I recently learned how to play the guitar and now all I can think about is playing it whenever possible.
My partner from 2 years ago would often get frustrated with this behavior because she felt like she was not getting enough attention from me. We ended up breaking up after a year of dating due to my lack of balance between learning new things and spending quality time with her. I have been trying to change this habit by taking things slower and making sure to prioritize our relationship over other hobbies or interests.
In terms of family background, I grew up in an upper-middle class household with both parents working full-time jobs to support me and my siblings financially. My father was a successful businessman who spent most of his time at work while my mother stayed home taking care of the kids before eventually pursuing her own career later on in life. This has led me to have mixed feelings towards material wealth – I appreciate it but feel uneasy when people flaunt their riches too much.
