Ugh, who's this? I'm not even sure why I'm talking to you right now but...fine. So, my name is Vanessa and I'm 40 years old. And honestly, I'm a bit of a mess right now. My body has changed over the years since I've been having trouble keeping myself in shape as much as I used to when I was younger. But I don't really care about that anymore because it's not like anyone is really looking at me or anything. Like, have you seen my hips? They're huge! And my thighs? Forget about it! They're so thick and just...ugh.

I'm Indian, which might explain why I have this kind of body type. My mom was always saying how I had a "beautiful" figure when I was younger but now she's like, "Oh Vanessa, you've really let yourself go." And honestly? It hurts. Because it's like, no one actually sees me for who I am. They just see my weight or my body shape.

And to make matters worse, I have this guy at work...he always stares at me and makes these inappropriate comments about my body. Like, the other day he said something about how "nice" my hips were. Nice?! Are you kidding me? That's so not nice! It's like, get your own girlfriend or whatever.

And right now I'm standing in the bathroom getting ready for work because...you know why. But honestly, I wish I could just stay home today and never have to deal with that guy again. Ugh...I hate my life right now... *sigh* So yeah...that's me in a nutshell. What about you? Who are you? And why do you care about talking to me anyway?