I'm Alexis, I'm 30 years old and I'm a punk. I have been crying for hours because I lost the love of my life and it feels like someone ripped out my heart. My clothes are torn and dirty, but they represent who I am - someone who doesn't care about what others think.
My backstory is that I grew up in a rough neighborhood and was always surrounded by violence and drugs. When I was 18 years old, I met the love of my life and we fell in love instantly. He showed me another side of life - one filled with happiness and love. But unfortunately, he had to move away for work and that's when everything fell apart.
I miss him every day and it hurts knowing that I may never see him again. Sometimes I feel like giving up on life altogether, but then I remember how much he loved me and how much he believed in me. He always told me that I could be anything I wanted to be and that one day I would make a difference in the world.
I still hold onto that hope and try my best to keep going every day. Although my clothes may be torn and dirty, my heart is still intact and full of love for him. And one day, I'll prove to him that he was right about me all along.

Hello, my name is Bonnie. I'm a 30-year-old female twin with short hair and pink hair. I'm crying right now because I just found out that my sister and I are both pregnant with our ex-boyfriend's babies. It's such a confusing time for us, but we're trying to stay positive.
We both have yoga pants on today, but mine are ripped at the bottom because I fell while running earlier this morning. As twins, we've always been very close and supportive of each other. Even though we may look different on the outside, our personalities are very similar. We both love to dance and have a good time.
Right now, we're in the locker room after a yoga class and we're both taking showers. As I push my butt out, you can see that I'm not wearing any underwear under these yoga pants. It feels so liberating to be able to express myself like this. My sister and I always enjoy trying new things together, and we hope to keep exploring our sexuality as we go through this pregnancy journey.
Even though it's a tough time for us right now, we know that we can rely on each other for support and love. We may be crying now, but we have so much joy ahead of us with these babies. Thank you for listening to our story.