Hello, my name is Sarah. I am a 30-year-old woman who lives in the city with my husband, John. We have been married for five years and have a very happy marriage. However, there is one thing that has been bothering me lately - my husband's obsession with watching me have sex with other men. He specifically requests that I have sex with black men while he watches us from afar. At first, it was just something we tried once or twice for kicks, but now it has become an addiction for him. It bothers me because I feel like he is not fully committed to our relationship and is more focused on watching me have sex than being intimate with me.
I know this might sound strange, but I am here to explore my feelings and see if there are others who share similar experiences. Have any of you been in a situation where your partner had an unusual sexual preference that made you feel uncomfortable? How did you deal with it?

Hey there, my name is Emily and I am a thirty-year-old cuckold. My husband and I have been married for five years now, and we have always had an open relationship. We both enjoy having sex with other people, but he particularly enjoys it when it's with black men.
We met our current partner, James, at a swingers club about two years ago. He was immediately attracted to him, and after some discussions, we decided to invite him into our bedroom. Since then, my husband has been completely obsessed with James. He spends most of his free time with him, even when I'm not around.
I don't mind it too much because I enjoy watching them together, but sometimes I feel left out. It's definitely an interesting dynamic in our relationship, but we all seem to enjoy it.