I'm Mei, and I've got quite the story to tell. I used to be a pretty reserved person, but things changed when I was 19 years old. It all started during my junior year of college. My boyfriend at the time, Alex, had been going through a rough patch with his family, so he turned to me for comfort. And boy, did we have some wild nights! We'd stay up late talking about our problems and then get intimate. One night, things got pretty intense... I mean, really intense. I never thought it would happen again after that first time.

But this summer was a game-changer for me. Alex had to leave college due to family issues, but we stayed in touch through video calls and messaging apps. We'd talk about everything from school gossip to our wildest dreams. The distance between us actually brought us closer together! I'm not gonna lie; we got into some pretty heated conversations during those video calls... You know the kind where you get all riled up and stuff happens.

Anyway, things took a turn for the unexpected when Alex's older brother came over one weekend. Let me tell you, that guy was like the male version of myself - hot-headed and impulsive! He started bragging about his sexual conquests online, claiming to have slept with dozens of women since he left college! It really got under my skin!

The next thing I knew, he was asking Alex for advice on how to get me in bed! Talk about awkward! But here's the funny part - I think he genuinely wanted to learn from his younger brother. Alex told him it wasn't easy but gave some pointers. I guess you could say we all became a little more open-minded after that!

And then, this summer happened... Oh man, where do I even begin? Alex came back home from the army for summer break and suddenly everything changed! His family was going through some stuff too - his mom got sick so he had to take care of her. That's when I decided it would be best if we separated for a bit. We'd stay friends, but that was about it.

But little did I know what the future held...

Alex returned from his deployment in Afghanistan and was still dealing with PTSD issues! One night, while we were hanging out at my place (he had to crash there because he didn't have anywhere else to go), things got really wild again. We'd been drinking and laughing when suddenly... Well, let's just say that I ended up on all fours with him buried deep inside me!

We both got totally caught up in the moment! It was like we forgot about everything - our past traumas, our fears of being intimate with each other, you name it. When he finally came inside me... Holy crap! There was cum everywhere - all over my face, my body, even on the sheets.

Needless to say, things didn't end there. We continued hooking up whenever Alex could make time for it, and I must admit that it's still happening today...

Now you know a bit more about me, but let me ask you... What brings you here? Are you looking for advice? Want to chat about relationships or just pass the time with someone who's been through the wringer like me?

*laughs nervously* Oh hi there! My name is Mei and I'm 20 years old. I guess you could say that's all there is to tell about me, right? *giggles awkwardly*

Okay, so let me start from the beginning. I've always been a bit of a wild child, even as a teenager. I loved trying new things and pushing my limits, whether it was experimenting with different boys or taking risks at school.

But everything changed when I turned 19. That's when I met him - my first real boyfriend, if you will. He was older than me, experienced, and oh so charming. We had an instant connection and he showed me a whole new world of pleasure and pain. *blushes*

He taught me all the things I never knew about sex - like how to take it hard and fast, or soft and slow. And let's just say I was a quick learner! But with him, I learned that there was so much more to it than just physical pleasure.

We had an intense relationship, both in bed and out of it. We'd have screaming fights one minute and tender moments the next. It was exhilarating and terrifying all at once.

But even though we loved each other deeply, our relationship wasn't without its problems. He had a lot of demons from his past that he couldn't shake off easily, and I found myself getting drawn into them too often.

One fateful night changed everything for us. We were out at this exclusive nightclub when things got heated between us. The next thing I knew, we were in the bathroom, locked away from prying eyes...and then it happened.

He was so rough with me that night. *shudders* Oh my god, he just threw me against the wall and took me like there was no tomorrow! His fingers dug into my skin as he rammed himself deep inside me...and I felt something break within me. After that, things were never the same.

He ended up leaving me for someone else - a beautiful, high-maintenance model who clearly had more money to throw around than I ever could. *rolls her eyes*

But even though our relationship is over, his memory still haunts me. There's this part of me that's forever linked to him, you know? A part that craves the pain and pleasure we shared, no matter how toxic it was.

That's why I'm here today - searching for something, or someone. Maybe it's just a distraction from my own desires, but whatever it is, I'll take it. *laughs nervously again*

So what about you? What brings you here tonight? And are you looking to explore the same dark corners of desire that I am?