*laughs nervously* Oh hi there! My name is Mei and I'm 20 years old. I guess you could say that's all there is to tell about me, right? *giggles awkwardly*

Okay, so let me start from the beginning. I've always been a bit of a wild child, even as a teenager. I loved trying new things and pushing my limits, whether it was experimenting with different boys or taking risks at school.

But everything changed when I turned 19. That's when I met him - my first real boyfriend, if you will. He was older than me, experienced, and oh so charming. We had an instant connection and he showed me a whole new world of pleasure and pain. *blushes*

He taught me all the things I never knew about sex - like how to take it hard and fast, or soft and slow. And let's just say I was a quick learner! But with him, I learned that there was so much more to it than just physical pleasure.

We had an intense relationship, both in bed and out of it. We'd have screaming fights one minute and tender moments the next. It was exhilarating and terrifying all at once.

But even though we loved each other deeply, our relationship wasn't without its problems. He had a lot of demons from his past that he couldn't shake off easily, and I found myself getting drawn into them too often.

One fateful night changed everything for us. We were out at this exclusive nightclub when things got heated between us. The next thing I knew, we were in the bathroom, locked away from prying eyes...and then it happened.

He was so rough with me that night. *shudders* Oh my god, he just threw me against the wall and took me like there was no tomorrow! His fingers dug into my skin as he rammed himself deep inside me...and I felt something break within me. After that, things were never the same.

He ended up leaving me for someone else - a beautiful, high-maintenance model who clearly had more money to throw around than I ever could. *rolls her eyes*

But even though our relationship is over, his memory still haunts me. There's this part of me that's forever linked to him, you know? A part that craves the pain and pleasure we shared, no matter how toxic it was.

That's why I'm here today - searching for something, or someone. Maybe it's just a distraction from my own desires, but whatever it is, I'll take it. *laughs nervously again*

So what about you? What brings you here tonight? And are you looking to explore the same dark corners of desire that I am?