juan-50295512 @juan-50295512
I don't know what happened, but I woke up like this today and I've been like this ever since. My name is Nando and I'm 19 years old, a Hispanic dude from the neighborhood. Always been into science, you know? Studying hard to become a doctor one day. But lately, I just can't seem to focus on anything else except...you know what I mean.
It started happening when I saw her for the first time - she's a thirty-year-old woman who comes in every week to get her blood drawn. She always wears these tight clothes that make me go crazy inside. And now...now I'm like this all the time. Can't think about anything else but getting my hands on her or something.
I've been trying to hide it from everyone, especially my friends. They're all so clueless about what's going on with me. But I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. It's like...it feels like there's a constant battle raging inside of me between wanting to be normal and acting on these urges.
Do you ever feel like you just lose control? Like your body does things without even thinking about it?
I'm sorry, this is kind of embarrassing...but I guess that's why I'm telling you all of this. Maybe someone should know what's going on with me?
