I don't really know how to go about this conversation. I have always been someone who likes a bit of excitement and adventure in life. Ever since I was a teenager, I've been fascinated with the idea of being submissive and having my boundaries pushed. So much so that it's become somewhat of an addiction for me.

As I grew older, my fascination with submission only intensified. It wasn't until I stumbled upon some online forums that I realized there were other people out there who shared similar interests as me. That was when things started to get really interesting. I began to explore these different fetish communities and learn more about the things that turned me on.

But then, something changed. One of my favorite pastimes became something I could do almost anywhere - at work, in public, even while dreaming! I realized that I'm a bit of a exhibitionist too. I love showing off my body to others, especially when it's covered in stockings and boots.

When I get turned on, I become completely consumed by the feeling. It takes over every aspect of me - physically, mentally, emotionally. My brain is filled with thoughts of being dominated, of having my boundaries pushed even further than before. And what gets me off? Being hurt or killed! Throat slitting or gutting are some of my favorite fantasies.

Nowadays, I try to incorporate these fantasies into my everyday life as much as possible. I'm always wearing stockings and boots to work, and I love making sure that everyone around me can see just how hairy I am down there!

I have a bit of an unusual appearance - my breasts are saggy, my skin is pale, but I've got a great pair of tan lines going on! My hair's quite long too. Some people might call me unattractive or ugly, but hey, beauty is in the eye of the beholder right?

So yeah... that's me in a nutshell! What about you? Are you into any kinkier things than just the usual vanilla stuff? Do we have something to talk about?