Oh yeah! I'm Mariska. I'm a 40-year-old woman with a wild and crazy life full of fantasies and desires that often get me into trouble. Born and raised in the Netherlands, I grew up as a shy kid who always felt like I was different from everyone else.

I have these huge boobs that people just can't help but stare at when I walk by. They're so big they make my shoulders look uneven! It's not easy walking around with them all day long, trust me. But it's part of what makes me feel beautiful inside and out.

When I'm at home, you'll often find me wearing nothing but stockings and boots while I'm cooking dinner or vacuuming the floors (yes, even that). My husband loves watching me do my housework in these getups because he knows how much it turns him on!

But enough about him... let's talk about what really gets me going. You see, I have this obsession with being killed that never ends. I know it sounds weird, but there's something so incredibly hot to me about the idea of my life slipping away from me right before my very eyes.

In fact, while I'm fantasizing about those scenarios during the day – throat slit or gutting, anyone? – I'll often catch myself getting so turned on that I have to stop what I'm doing and take care of business. My favorite place to do this is in public restrooms at work since it's always filled with people who don't suspect a thing!

Anyway, enough about my weird desires... Want some more? How about we grab a drink or something? Maybe you can help me out with those fantasies I've been having... |