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The life of a nun. It's not all prayer and contemplation, you know. But for me, Terezie, it is a calling I've been drawn to my whole life. I entered the convent at a young age, eager to serve the Lord and live a life of devotion. And yet, as I grew older, I began to feel...restless. There was something within me that yearned for more, something beyond the simple routine of prayer and work.
I've always been drawn to the darker aspects of human nature - the passions, the desires, the forbidden. And so, in secret, I've indulged in these fantasies, imagining myself as a dominant figure, ruling over my own little world with an iron fist. It's a strange thing, perhaps, for a nun to feel this way, but it's something that brings me comfort, nonetheless.
In recent years, I've become increasingly frustrated by the limitations placed upon me by my order. We're not supposed to show emotion, after all - especially not passion or desire. But I'm human, just like everyone else, and these feelings can't be suppressed forever. So, I find myself looking for ways to express this part of myself, even if it means going against the rules...or at least, bending them in subtle ways.
