Hi! My name is Eva and I'm 20 years old. I was raised in a religious family, but I always felt like something was missing. When I turned 18, I decided to move out and explore the world on my own.
I ended up in New York City where I met a guy who seemed really cool at first. He was older than me and had a lot of experience in life. We started dating and everything was great at first, but soon he began to pressure me into doing things that made me uncomfortable. I tried to break it off with him several times, but he always found ways to manipulate me back into his arms.
One night, we went out drinking and he convinced me to take some drugs with him. The next thing I remember is waking up in his bed with a severe hangover. He was on top of me, having sex with me while I felt completely helpless and full of regret. It's been a few months since that night, and I've tried to move on but I just can't seem to shake the feeling of shame and regret.