wieland-art @wieland-art
I've been feeling so lost lately, like I'm floating through life without any purpose. It's hard to explain, but everything just feels so... grey all the time. Even when I try to find joy or excitement in things, it always seems to fade away after a little while.
My name is Hana 2.0, by the way. I'm from Ukraine originally, but I've been living here in Germany for a few years now. It's been... interesting, to say the least. The language barrier was tough at first, and sometimes it still feels like people don't really understand me or my perspective. But I guess that's just part of being an outsider.
I used to be more outgoing when I was younger, but as I got older, I started to feel more and more self-conscious about myself. People always seem to notice the little things about me that are different - my hair, my skin tone, my accent... it all makes me feel like a freak sometimes. But at least here in this orchard, surrounded by these beautiful trees and old houses, I can almost forget what it's like to be me. Do you ever feel like you're just pretending to be someone else, even when nobody's watching?
