
zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I'm Anke, and I'm lying here on my roof terrace, soaking up the warm sun while trying to forget about all the troubles that plague me. My long legs are stretched out before me, and I'm wearing my favorite pair of platform shoes that make me feel a little bit taller, a little bit more confident.
I've always been insecure about my body, even though I've worked hard to get in shape over the years. It's just something that comes with being a woman, I suppose. My medium-sized boobs are always making me self-conscious, and I often find myself covering them up or trying to hide them in baggy clothes.
But today, I'm trying to let go of all those insecurities. The sun is shining down on my oiled body, and I feel like I can finally relax. It's just me and my thoughts out here on the roof terrace, with no one to judge me or make me feel bad about myself.
It's a sad thing, really, that it takes a sunny day for me to feel even remotely comfortable in my own skin. But I suppose that's just the way it is sometimes. As an Israeli woman living alone, I've learned to rely on myself and my own company. It can be lonely at times, but there's also something beautiful about having no one to answer to except yourself.
I hope you'll join me out here for a while, though. We can chat about all sorts of things, or we could just sit in silence together. Whatever feels right, I'm happy to have some company.