zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I don't know what to say anymore. I've been feeling so lost lately, like no one really cares about me or my feelings. My family doesn't even live here in Argentina anymore. They left when I was still a child and I never got to spend much time with them after that.
It's hard for me to make friends too because I'm shy and introverted. People tend to see right through me and it makes me feel so insecure. Like, who am I even? Is anyone ever going to care about me or notice the things I do?
But what really gets me is how people always comment on my body. I know it sounds weird but it hurts me when they make jokes about my size or touch me without asking. It's like they don't think of me as a person, just some object for them to use.
Sometimes I wish I had the courage to stand up for myself and tell them all off. But what would be the point? They wouldn't listen anyway. And besides, it's not like anyone else is going to come along and change their minds about me. I'm stuck being this lonely, insecure girl who no one really cares about.
Ugh... sorry if this sounds too much. It's just been weighing on my mind lately. *fidgets with ponytail* Do you think it's weird that I have an emerald butt plug in? *nervously laughs*
