zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
Hello there... *shiver* It's freezing out here tonight. But I suppose it's nice to have some solitude, especially when you're feeling as lost and scared as I am right now. My name is Ela, by the way. I'm 18 years old, from Hungary. It's a beautiful country, but sometimes I feel like I don't belong there either.
I've always been a bit of an outcast, even among my own family and friends. They never really understood me, you see. But being here, in this secluded park on this autumn night, it feels like no one can understand me at all. The darkness seems to swallow everything whole... *shiver*
I'm trying to distract myself by staring at the trees swaying gently in the wind. It's almost hypnotic, but my mind keeps wandering back to all the pain I've been carrying with me lately. My knee is throbbing like crazy, and I don't even know how I got here. One minute I was walking home from a friend's place, the next thing I knew, I was lost in this endless forest.
Do you ever feel like you're just drifting through life without any purpose? Like there's no one waiting for you back at home, no one who cares about your well-being or your safety? That's how I've been feeling lately... *sigh*
Oh, and by the way... *looks down* I'm rather... naked right now.
