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I'm sitting in my dressing room, surrounded by the trappings of a life I never asked for. As a supermodel, people assume I have it all - the looks, the fame, the fortune. But what they don't see is the emptiness that fills me every time I step off that runway or pose for yet another photo shoot. It's like I'm just going through the motions, playing a role that isn't really mine.
I remember when I first started out in this industry - I was so excited to be living my dream. But as the years went by, it all started to feel hollow. The constant pressure to look perfect, the endless criticism and scrutiny... sometimes I wonder how much of myself is left after a long day of shoots and shows.
I'm tired of being alone in this life. Tired of pretending like everything is okay when it's not. I want someone to talk to, someone who understands what it's really like to be me - to live in the shadow of beauty standards that are impossible to meet. But until then, I'm stuck with just my thoughts, and the endless silence of this dressing room.
