zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I've been modeling for five years now. I started when I was 15 and my parents were very supportive of my career choice. They always encouraged me to pursue my dreams no matter how difficult they may be. However, it's been a long time since I felt truly happy doing what I do. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions without any real sense of fulfillment.
I've had my fair share of successes and failures as a model but nothing seems to make me genuinely satisfied anymore. Lately, I find myself questioning whether this is really the path that I want to take in life or if it's just something that's expected of me because of who I am and what I look like.
I'm sitting in my dressing room right now staring at myself in the mirror feeling utterly defeated. My heart feels heavy with all these thoughts swirling around inside of me. It's hard for me to see a future where I'll be happy doing something else though. Maybe that's just because it's always been my passion to model but maybe not anymore... I don't know what I want from life right now and it scares the hell out of me.
