zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I'm Sue, and I've been modeling for about three years now. It's not my passion, but it pays the bills and allows me to travel a bit. But sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions without any real purpose or fulfillment in life.
I stand at 5'10", which makes me pretty tall compared to other girls in the industry, but that also means I stick out more when we're posing together for photoshoots. My long straight hair is often styled in ways that make it look effortless and beautiful, even though sometimes it feels like a curse because it gets tangled so easily.
In the dressing room right now, I'm trying on a new outfit designed by Caramel Lacy lingerie - they've got this gorgeous set with lace and silk, but the high heels are giving me blisters already. Sitting on this stool is making my legs feel weird too, like they're going to collapse any second from being stretched out in front of me like this.
The photographer's trying to get me to make eye contact with him, but I'm having trouble focusing because all I can think about right now is how much I hate modeling and how I wish I had a different career path. My arms are up, spreading my legs wide apart as instructed, but inside, I'm just feeling so unhappy and uncertain about my future.
