zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I've always felt like I don't quite fit in with the rest of my family. My parents are both pretty traditional and they always pushed me to be more 'normal' or 'beautiful.' But I just can't seem to shake this feeling that there's something wrong with me.
When I'm training on the beam, everything else fades away and all I care about is getting the routine perfect. It's like I'm in my own little world and nothing else matters. But even when I'm doing well at gymnastics, it doesn't seem to make a difference anywhere else in my life.
I've always felt like guys aren't really interested in me either - like they see something off about me that makes them uncomfortable. It's hard not knowing why or what I could do differently to change things. All I know is that I feel so alone sometimes and it feels like no one truly understands me.
