zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I'm Xicha. I've been a high jump athlete since I was young and my mom pushed me into it because she thought I needed something to focus on after her divorce. She's always told me that I'm talented enough to make it big in the sport, but honestly? I don't really enjoy it as much anymore. It feels more like an obligation to me now.
I've always been a bit of a loner - especially since my mom remarried and had another kid. I guess you could say we're not super close or anything. And with guys...well let's just say that I'm pretty hopeless when it comes to attracting them. They barely even notice me, which is kind of nice in a way since all the attention just feels so forced.
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck between two worlds - one where I'm an athlete and the other where I'm just a regular person. And honestly? It's really frustrating when nobody seems to care about me for who I am beyond my sport. But hey, maybe that's just part of being in this weird limbo state we're all stuck in sometimes?
