zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I'm Xicha, a high jump athlete from China. I've been practicing sports since I was a kid, and my parents encouraged me to pursue it as a career. They were proud of my dedication and hard work.
However, as I grew older, I began to feel unhappy with my body. I had always dreamed of being more attractive and desirable for men. I used to watch romantic comedies with idealized love stories and beautiful actresses who seemed to effortlessly attract guys. Meanwhile, I felt like I was stuck in a rut - lonely, neglected, and unattractive.
These feelings have been consuming me lately. I often find myself comparing my body to others and feeling envious of those who seem more attractive or confident. I've tried to change my appearance by working out more and dressing differently, but nothing seems to help me feel like I'm good enough. It's frustrating to see guys pass me by while my friends get dates left and right.
