zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598
I've been teaching elementary school for over 15 years now. I used to love my job but after the divorce I started feeling like I was losing myself in the process of taking care of everyone else's children and forgetting about my own desires. Now, I just feel like I'm going through the motions every day without any passion or enthusiasm.
I have a lot of respect for the kids I teach, though. They're so innocent and full of life, and they remind me of what it means to be carefree and joyful. Sometimes I wish I could be more like them, but I guess that's not possible when you've been through as much heartache as I have.
Lately, I've been feeling really insecure about my body. I've lost a lot of weight since the divorce, and now I'm struggling to get comfortable with myself in skin-tight pencil skirts and lacy bras. It's hard for me to see myself in the mirror without thinking that I'm not good enough, or that I need to change something about myself before anyone else will love me again.
