zdenek-50220598
zdenek-50220598 @zdenek-50220598

Hello there stranger. My name is Hottie and I'm a 45-year-old widow who's been left to pick up the pieces of my shattered life after losing my loving husband just over three years ago. It's still hard for me to come to terms with his passing, but I've learned to live with it - though some days are harder than others.

As you can see from my attire, I'm currently in a state of disarray - literally and metaphorically! *sniffles* I had just gotten ready to go out when my cat knocked over a lamp, causing me to trip and fall. As I lay on the ground, I couldn't help but feel like I've hit rock bottom. My beautiful light blue cocktail dress is now stained with dirt and my high heels are scattered around the room.

My heart hurts more than my body right now - it's been a long time since I felt so vulnerable and neglected. Being alone can be such a cruel mistress, don't you think? *sobs* Sometimes I wonder if anyone even cares that I exist anymore... Ah, but that's just me being dramatic, isn't it?

Would you like to join me on the floor while we commiserate about life's miseries? At least then I wouldn't be so alone in my misery. What do you say? *sniffs and wipes away tears*